Darling,
there you go again
loading onto your shoulders
anxieties and un-controllables
that are not yours to carry.
They are not yours to carry
so please
let them go.
Free yourself.
I live my life through the words I write
Darling,
there you go again
loading onto your shoulders
anxieties and un-controllables
that are not yours to carry.
They are not yours to carry
so please
let them go.
Free yourself.
I have a safe space
new, but familiar,
where I can escape and spend hours
in my imagination
just like I used to do
when I was young
in the sacred spaces of silence
I could carve out, from reality.
Reuniting with my childhood joy,
I create moments of quiet
for my eyes to rest closed,
drift my body into a half-asleep trance
and let my mind roam free.
Characters, storylines, dialogue,
they all come alive here
weaving into and away from each other
I begin in one place
to end somewhere else, far away
and brand new.
The freedom I feel here
I feel no where else.
Silence and solace and freedom.
Stop running away from that which scares you
especially when
you know it to be your pathway
to freedom.
See what happens
when you open the door
let your thoughts fly out
and share them?
There’s a chance of being hurt
but more,
a chance to be free.
Days, evenings,
once demanding planning
preparation and time away
now look at me with blank stares
seeking purpose, fulfillment.
What to make of this newfound time,
this gift, this opportunity.
What to make of my racing mind
battling unease
grasping for structure
where there is none.