Hours before

Two nights in a row
has my sleep been interrupted
by
cracks and rolls of thunder
and
flickers and jolts of light.
I mind not.

Looking out the window from my  bed
to see the trees and houses
across the way
light up, and shake
as mine does,
I wonder if they are too, awake.
Softness fills the quiet, black intervals
as rain starts falling down.
Forces larger than any one
or group of people
are at play now.

Allow the thunder, light and rain
to fill the soul with humility
and modesty.
Welcome them
for the sun has come out in the mornings
with the dampened pavement
and droplets on grass blades
the only evidence
of what passed through mere hours before.

Does this?

Does this mean a good thing?
The nerve-wracken birds fluttering
about in my chest,
apprehensive hands fidgeting
above the keyboard,
voices of doubt singing symphonic
melodies in my ears,
my heart fibrillating to life
my deepest fears of vulnerability?

Does this mean a good thing
to feel this scared
of baring myself to you
and letting you in?

Impact

The impact of one person
on another human being
is immense
and powerful.

Often unknown of its significance
until after the moment has passed.
Why does it happen that way?
After the fact?

Perhaps it’s better that way
we feel less pressure
to think ahead,
plan out actions
and make sure we’re doing the right thing.

Etched into my skin
forever
small droplets of black and white
unveil
flowers, leaves and a broken stone
wall.
Break the wall, split the stones
apart
and let me shine
through
and welcome you
in.