I trust my body and mind

I trust
that right now
my body and mind need rest.

I trust
that my body and mind
are recuperating, in alignment with their needs.

I trust
that feeling good, feeling happy,
tells me my body and mind
are receiving what they need
and that it’s OK for me to feel good right now.

I trust
that I do not need to stay in the misery
to justify or exemplify
the pain residing still in my body
for it may never leave.

I trust
that I am right where I need to be.

I trust
that my body and mind will tell me
in their own way
when they are ready, again.

feel the energy required

Standing in a river
waist-deep
feel the energy required
in your deepest muscles
to fight against the current
to stay still
where you are.

The river, the water, the current,
your life,
wants to sweep you away
in flow
but you resist.

Feel the energy required
to resist the flow of life.
You want to stay, here, or there,
but wouldn’t it be easier
to relax your muscles
lift your feet from the riverbed
and submit to the current?

Parts of the forest
can be seen and appreciated only
from the river’s view.
Relinquish control
release the past
and let the water carry you.

the pavement remains dry

The weather forecast
predicted a 90% chance of rain
all day today.

Watching through the window
the pavement remains dry.

Predictions are, what they are.

No one can predict the future
and yet,
you prepare for all possible outcomes
as though you will be rewarded for such effort.

Sit with your anxiety
listen deeply to its voice.
What is it really trying to say?

the rush slows down

If you asked me where the last weeks have gone
it would take me a while
to remember, and answer.

Flying in the spaces
between the lines on the to-do list
to get there faster.

Planning for the future
making the most of time,
to stay in the present moment
will put me behind.

Today, the rush slows down
I can enjoy stillness for moments more
though it feels foreign to me now.

To stay on the surface is easy.
To find the still waters beneath;
beautifully difficult.

bread crumbs and snowflakes

Give my mind a bread crumb
immediately
it wants the entire loaf.

What next thing should we do?
How will each detail look?
What will the 15th step be?

One flake of snow
growing into a snowman
in less than a minute.

For goodness sake, just slow down.
Stay here, in this moment,
without worrying and planning for a future
that might not happen.
Appreciate the here and now
without wanting to become bigger.

One bread crumb,
one snowflake,
one at a time.

know stillness and silence

Grow comfortable in uncertainty
where change infiltrates the air
the future holds infinite possibilities
and you’re standing in the middle.

You don’t need to have it all figured out.
You don’t always need to be moving towards something.
Stillness and silence are beautiful
and necessary.
Get to know them,
so you can understand
you don’t have to be afraid of them.

this time will be different

Time and time again
I’m knocked down to my knees
by an event of immense magnitude
because all the smaller signs along the way,
I’ve missed.

Tragedy, sickness, death,
these are what it takes for me to stop,
re-evaluate my priorities,
make space to enjoy this gift of a life
I’ve been blessed to receive.

Maybe this time will be different.
Maybe this time I will carry forward
the gratitude, the presence,
the love I have found again.

I need this time to be different,
and will make it so.