Trying to find the words
I want to say to you,
and nothing but the raw,
honest truth can capture
my thoughts appropriately.
Except,
to say the raw and honest
might destroy both of us.
So instead,
I toss around a few safe and
common words,
but mostly say nothing at all.

I tell myself, ‘it’s better this way’,
but my ruminating thoughts of you
lead me to believe otherwise.